My journey with nicotine has been a long one, and it started when I was only 13 years old.
Like many young people, I started smoking cigarettes way too early. What began as something I thought was normal quickly became a 19 year habit that followed me through some of the most important years of my life. By the time I reached my early 30s, I knew I needed to stop. I had a family, a future ahead of me, and I did not want cigarettes controlling my life anymore.
I tried to quit the way we were always told to quit. I tried Champix, nicotine gum and patches. Unfortunately, none of them worked for me. In fact, they made me feel sick and miserable. I wanted to quit, but the available options just were not working for my body.
Then I discovered vaping.
For me, vaping was the thing that finally helped me leave cigarettes behind. It gave me a way to move away from the smoke, tar and chemicals from burning tobacco while still managing my nicotine cravings. It was not an overnight fix, but it was the first thing that actually worked.
Over the next four years, I became heavily involved in the vaping community. I started my own small business selling vape devices and spent a lot of time teaching friends and others how to use them properly as a way to move away from cigarettes. I organised vape meets, connected with other vapers and even streamed talk shows with fellow vapers to share experiences and help people who were also trying to make a change.
The thing people need to understand is that many of us were not using these products because we wanted to stay addicted. We were using them because we had already tried the approved options and failed. We were looking for a realistic way to move away from cigarettes.
Eventually, even vaping became something I wanted to step away from. After years of use, I found it was becoming too heavy on my lungs. I wanted something that worked better for me long term, so I moved to nicotine pouches.
For the first time in decades, I felt like I was actually in control of nicotine instead of nicotine controlling me.
The difference was huge. I was able to reduce my nicotine levels from around 10mg down to only 4mg, using roughly three or four pouches a day.
I am now a father of three young children under 10 years old. I have a lot of life left to live and a lot of memories I want to make with my kids. The last thing I want to do is go back to smoking or return to something that damages my lungs. I have worked hard to move away from cigarettes and reduce my dependence.
That is why the current direction of nicotine policy in Australia is so frustrating.
Instead of supporting adults who have successfully moved away from cigarettes and are responsibly reducing their nicotine use, the government has created a situation where people like me are being pushed towards fewer choices. When legal and regulated options disappear, people do not simply stop needing nicotine overnight. Many will look elsewhere.
The biggest concern is that the alternatives available through unofficial channels are often much stronger. Instead of allowing people who are carefully reducing their nicotine levels to continue their progress, these changes risk pushing some people towards unknown products with much higher nicotine strengths.
This feels like poor management of a problem rather than a genuine solution. Taxpayers who have spent years trying to improve their health should not feel like they are being ignored by the very systems that are supposed to help them.
I am not asking for special treatment. I am not asking for children to have access to nicotine products. I am asking for sensible policies that recognise the reality of adult smokers and former smokers who are trying to make better choices.
My story is not about promoting nicotine. My story is about quitting cigarettes, protecting my health, and being able to enjoy a long life with my family.
After everything I have done to get here, it is incredibly disappointing to feel like government decisions could push people backwards instead of helping them move forwards.